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Symbolism seems to me to be something of a writer obsession. So many people so frequently use it as a crutch. People are all about symbols and representations and capturing shit in a nutshell. I don't know why, but I can tell you that it comes almost instinctively. I guess because it's easy to make things sound profound, even when they aren't. It's an easy way to write deeply, or at least to give off the appearance of writing deeply.

So I try not to lean on symbolism as often as my brain tells me I can. I usually try to come up with something else, something more original. But tonight I can't help it. Tonight, I watched one pitch of the Mariners game. It was the final pitch. Mike Carp attempted to check his swing, went around, and struck out. Immediately I thought it so perfect. The swing began with an idea, it began with such promise. Then, in the middle, it sputtered, and it failed. That swing was the season. The season died just beyond the halfway point, and the swing died just beyond the plane.

You see how easy it is to relate shit to other shit? That moment really did strike me as being representative of the greater season, but I don't know if that was my brain acting out of desperation, trying to squeeze something of value out of the ten seconds I watched of an entire nine-inning baseball game. You gotta have something to say, right? Failing that, maybe I'd be looking for symbolism elsewhere. Maybe I'd be looking for symbolism in the fact that the SB Nation network is currently experiencing technical difficulties. "It's fitting that the entire network is having trouble as I try to write about the last Mariners game of the season," I'd begin.

Why did I only watch one pitch of the last Mariners game that I'll get to watch for months? Because, as you've probably heard, this might've been the most amazing night of action in the history of baseball. I don't even think that's hyperbole. Maybe I'll feel differently in a day or a week or a month, but I honestly don't know how this could've been topped. The Rays and the Yankees, the Red Sox and the Orioles, and the Phillies and the Braves played three concurrent and unforgettable baseball games that kind of took the viewing precedence.

It wasn't just me, either. Pretty much everybody had their eyes glued to the Wild Card races. And at one point later in the evening it was interesting to glance at my Twitter timeline. The bulk of it was made up of Red Sox or Rays or Braves tweets, but interspersed here and there were notes that the Mariners would officially draw fewer than two million fans for the first time since the strike-shortened 1995 season. For the fourth consecutive year, the Mariners saw their Safeco attendance drop.

It's hardly a surprise. Interest in the Mariners has waned since they've fallen on hard times and put more and more distance between themselves and their most recent playoff appearance. I think we all know more people who have become less dedicated Mariners fans than more dedicated Mariners fans over the past few years. There hasn't been much of a payoff, and so people have found other ways to stay occupied. My sense is that, with the Sounders and Seahawks available, a lot of people are on the verge of pulling away from baseball almost entirely, if they haven't already.

And to those of you who can feel yourselves approaching the edge, all I can say is: you're free to do as you please, but remember this night.

I don't mean this night, the Mariners game. Do not remember this Mariners game. It was a horrible Mariners game. Remember this night, for all the drama elsewhere. All of the improbable drama that seemed so impossible as late as earlier this very evening. Remember of how much baseball is capable when baseball's at its best.

Baseball doesn't have to feel as monotonous as it's so often felt. Baseball can make you hang on every pitch. Baseball can bring you out of your seat. Baseball can vault you through the ceiling or drop you through the floor. It isn't always like that, but if it were always like that, that wouldn't be special. Sometimes, you have to wade through an awful lot of baseball to get to the Baseball! that makes everything worth it.

A lot of people have grown beyond weary of the Mariners always trotting out heroes from the 1995 season. I get it, because it seems like a crutch, and it's silly to live in the past when the future's so much more important, but then, consider what the 1995 season represents. I don't look at those ceremonies as celebrating what the Mariners once accomplished anymore. Now I look at them as reminders of how baseball once made us feel. It's important to remember that baseball can do that. Given the state of things, it's important to be reminded.

So it might be hard to remain enthusiastic with a team like these Mariners. It might be difficult to imagine how a team like this could ever advance from playing baseball to Baseball!. But then, consider this evening. Not even just the context of this evening, which was only made possible thanks to a pair of poorly-timed historic collapses. Consider this evening itself. And now we're right back to the whole symbolism thing. Shortly before 9pm, the Red Sox were beating the Orioles in the ninth, and the Yankees had the go-ahead run on third base with nobody out. At 9:02, the Orioles won. At 9:05, the Rays won.

Shit changes fast. It doesn't always, but it can. A year ago, the Diamondbacks lost 97 games. This year, they won 94. Who knows? You can't ever know. And that's just the thing.

A sincere thank you to each and every one of you who came by during the season. It is because of you guys that I have the job I have and live the life I live, and it's all I can do to try to pay you back every day. With words. Not money. They don't pay me enough money.

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Thank you Jeff!

Your game recaps are consistently great reads. No matter how trivial the game, I find myself always wanting to read your take on what went down. If it was a game I watched, you always dig for interesting nuggets and usually teach me something new, or find something that I find genuinely interesting. Moreover, your .gifs and hypothetical conversations bring me to tears sometimes, and I have a very picky sense of humor. If I missed the game, your story-telling/summary helps translate the “pulse” of what it would’ve felt like to watch portions of the game.

I’ve browsed other SB Nation Baseball sites to get a sample of their recaps and in my opinion yours are the best of the bunch. Thank you for all of the work you put in, it shines in these game recaps.

by Luposlipaphobia on Sep 29, 2011 2:01 AM PDT reply actions   8 recs

Lucky for you I accept information about volcanos as currency

I can’t believe you guys made it through this whole season still writing content.

by OlSalty on Sep 29, 2011 2:04 AM PDT reply actions  

I don't think I would have made it through this season without LL.

It’s your writing that keeps me involved and interested in baseball, Jeff. Hey if we can keep up this 8 game improvement trend we might be in the playoffs in like 4 years!

I am convinced that Seattle sports teams exist to make me hate Seattle sports teams.

by the other side on Sep 29, 2011 2:06 AM PDT reply actions  

I don't post here much at all

but I love reading the articles on this site every day. Thank you to the LL staff :)

by 200tang on Sep 29, 2011 2:06 AM PDT reply actions  

Baseball's unpredictability and faith in better times ahead for the Mariners are what keep me going these days.

Thank you Jeff and Matthew for continuing to provide your unique styles to Mariner coverage as only you guys can.

by ThundaPC on Sep 29, 2011 2:26 AM PDT reply actions  

Thank-you Jeff and Matthew...

I’ve consistently followed this blog for close to five years now. I don’t often post but I feel like I don’t have to most of the time because you guys always seem to sum up what’s on the readers mind most of the time.
I can’t thank-you enough for what you do everyday for your readers and that you continue to be a pillar of optimism in a otherwise bleak but hopeful landscape that is the Mariners. I know it’s your job, but your all very good anyways.

by C-Nage on Sep 29, 2011 2:37 AM PDT reply actions   2 recs

Another constant reader but rare poster here...

saying how much I appreciate Lookout Landing. Being an M’s fan lately has been a lot like being an Astros fan or a Royals fan. You might get some fun out of it if you love baseball, but you’d constantly wish you followed another team. But with LL I honestly don’t feel unlucky to be an M’s fan. Sure, it’d be great to root for a playoff team. But if I can’t have that, I’ll take Jeff, Matthew, and this awesome community any day.

And with the young players and solid front office we’ve had lately, maybe we’ll have both a good team and a great online community soon. That’d be something.

by Skylarious on Sep 29, 2011 2:48 AM PDT reply actions  

Thank you, Jeff, Matthew, and the rest of the LL community...

I don’t frequently post here, but I find I’m constantly at this site, in-season or in the off-season. The content is always fantastic, and this is a great community.

It’s been a tough decade, baseball and otherwise, but at least there are signs that the Mariners may be, finally, on the upswing.

I hope Jack Z can build a winner while we still have Felix.

by BlazerD on Sep 29, 2011 2:56 AM PDT reply actions   1 recs

and Ichiro.....

and Dustin Ackley if we can’t turn things around.

by #11 forever on Sep 29, 2011 4:03 AM PDT up reply actions  

I'm still buzzing from those games. Amazing.

Also, the one tribute I can pay to Jeff(and Matthew) is this. I did not watch an entire 9 inning M’s at all during the 2nd half. In fact there was a 2+ week period where I didn’t catch one single pitch. I only caught games if I was really bored and had nothing else to do.

But I read every single game recap that was written this year and probably 95% of the rest of the front page articles.

by Goose on Sep 29, 2011 2:57 AM PDT reply actions   3 recs

Thank you Jeff and Mathew

Having been deployed and shuttled around the country for the past few years I don’t watch many games. This season was the first I watched more than a handful. With your insightful write-ups, links, and game summarys I am still plugged into the Mariners pulse.
Thank you from Kodiak

by CgHawk360 on Sep 29, 2011 3:05 AM PDT via mobile reply actions   1 recs

You've written so many amazing things this season.

But this may be the best one I’ve gotten the chance to read.

Thank you to Jeff, Matthew, and everyone who wrote informative/entertaining pieces to keep me going through the season.

by Hopefulmsfan on Sep 29, 2011 3:08 AM PDT reply actions   1 recs

Thank you!

I don’t even remember how I coped with following the Mariners for a full season before I found this fantastic sports blog. Your write-ups, series previews, podcasts, etc. are the highlight of my working day and I would be totally lost without you guys who make Lookout Landing what it is. Looking forward to 2012 already!

by GermanMariner on Sep 29, 2011 3:13 AM PDT reply actions   1 recs

Thanks

I am in the military and stationed in Germany and this is the first time in my life that i couldn’t flip on the TV every night and watch the M’s. They have sportscenter here, but i don’t have to tell you that aside from LA, the west coast gets no love from anyone in the sports world. Thank you for keeping me up to date with everything Mariners, and thank you for making me laugh at the same time. Keep up the great work.

by #11 forever on Sep 29, 2011 4:01 AM PDT reply actions   1 recs

and one more thing.....

call Danny Kelly and go write for Field Gulls in the off season.

by #11 forever on Sep 29, 2011 4:05 AM PDT up reply actions  

Thanks for the Reminder

It can be hard to remember how Cardinals and Rays fans must have felt last night, but it is a feeling that this team has given to me in the past. Though it has been some time, that lingering high keeps driving me back. Nothing else provides such bursting of joy and sadness. For now, I’m eagerly awaiting broadcasts from Tokyo.

by branochilly on Sep 29, 2011 4:57 AM PDT reply actions  

Hopefulism!

Thanks for the write-ups and dedication to your craft beyond once we’d crossed the great gulf of caring much. I enjoyed it more with you as my Virgil. Not Terrible in 2012! Your Seattle Mariners!

by goyo70 on Sep 29, 2011 5:28 AM PDT reply actions  

It may be a touch hyperbolic to say that last night restored my faith in baseball

but it’s not far off to say that last night definitely showed me, after slogging through yet another Mariner season, how damn much fun baseball can be, and how much it’s interesting when there are things at stake.

Thanks, Jeff, for your amazing work this and every season.

by pdb on Sep 29, 2011 6:51 AM PDT reply actions   1 recs

Another thankfull reader

Jeff, Matthew, thanks for your good work this season. If not for this site and USSMariner, I’d probably have given up following the M’s long ago. If only the team was as good as its bloggers.

by vj on Sep 29, 2011 7:03 AM PDT reply actions  

So, uh, is there gonna be a pizza party?

I hate this day so very much.

http://www.sodomojo.com

by -Carson- on Sep 29, 2011 7:06 AM PDT reply actions  

Dude, it was last night after the game

we all got our ribbons and our trophies and everything.

by pdb on Sep 29, 2011 8:02 AM PDT up reply actions  

Jeff, I enjoy reading your writing more than pretty much any other sportswriter

The tag-team of you and Matthew at this site delivers incomprehensibly high levels of content. Thank you guys for another great season.

by Kingdomer on Sep 29, 2011 7:11 AM PDT reply actions  

This was my first year as an LL reader.

I started in the middle of spring training and barely missed a post. I have been a Mariner’s fan for as long as I can remember, but never knew the team as much as I did this year. This season was my birth into sabermetrics and I’m looking forward to many more years of in depth Mariners coverage.

I’m not sure what I will do at work now, I suppose I could work, but I would much rather read about the Mariners. As it is my first season as an LL reader, I’m not sure if there will be content in the off season, but I damn sure hope so.

Thanks LL, for making an otherwise disappointing Mariner’s season enjoyable.

by jarly on Sep 29, 2011 7:48 AM PDT reply actions  

Thanks for keeping my interest in the Mariners going

Without that, I wouldn’t have kept up with baseball in general, which means I would have missed out on last night’s wild card craziness. It’s corny, but I knew at the time last night that history was being made, and millions of other people were watching it at the same time. We don’t usually get to have shared experiences on that scale anymore unless it’s a tragedy. So again, thanks. Can’t wait to read you guys’ perspective this winter on one of the more important offseasons the M’s will have had in a long time…

by Chris_FB on Sep 29, 2011 8:33 AM PDT via mobile reply actions  

LL is definitely the main and possibly the only way I actually experience the Mariners these days

I’ve only been to a handful of games this year (including the wonderful series at Nats Park!) and probably haven’t watched more than 4-5 full games being on the East Coast. The past eight years just weighed down on me to the point where the idea of sitting down for a full 2.5-3 hours to watch the team is very infrequently attractive. But more than that, I feel like I don’t need to actually watch a game to know what happened, what was most important, what was most trivial, and why I should actually feel a slight twinge of hope now and again. (Ackley!) And there is no better way to follow the Mariners than through your recaps, podcasts, observations, GIFs, and imagined conversations.

I occasionally share the podcasts and bits from your posts with my girlfriend, and she’s come to the conclusion that all Mariners fans actually hate the Mariners and hate baseball. I think I’ve finally convinced her that you and Matthew describe the experience of being a Mariners fan best: We like the Mariners, we really like the Mariners, but we’re pretty sure they don’t like us back very much.

Thanks for another great season; if not on the field, then on LL.

by pmc47 on Sep 29, 2011 8:38 AM PDT reply actions   1 recs

Jeff and Mathew are ours and you can't have them!

"Tell my tale to those who ask. Tell it truly, the ill deeds along with the good and let me be judged accordingly. The rest is silence." ~ Dinobot

by beastwarking on Sep 29, 2011 9:05 AM PDT reply actions   1 recs

As a Giants fan and McCoven regular

I’ve had a blast reading a good chunk of LL this year. Looking forward to playing you guys next June.

I have Croix de Candlesticks older than you.
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by troymccluresf on Sep 29, 2011 9:11 AM PDT reply actions  

If it wasn't for Lookout Landing, my daily interest in baseball would be close to nonexistent.

I still love watching games but I’m at the point in my life where the daily and weekly narratives serve nothing more than a mild distraction between major events (playoffs, offseason, trades, etc.) If there were a way to Madden sim baseball seasons, I’d be on year 2018 right now.

by ThomasG on Sep 29, 2011 9:30 AM PDT reply actions  

I'm late to the thank you party

But thanks Jeff and Matthew. You guys make baseball more interesting and fun, and all the content here at LL is always an excellent read (or listen, in regards to the casting of pods). Baseball is great.

SBN's most random and mysterious lurker guy who posts too much
Follow me on Twitter if you want: Lum_SM

by Lum on Sep 29, 2011 9:40 AM PDT via iPhone app reply actions  

Thank you, Jeff and Matthew.

This was the first season in a couple years that I haven’t felt jaded enough from an abrubt end to my baseball days to follow the M’s for an entire season and a large part of that is due to your writing. You managed to make a 17 game losing streak a blast to follow. So yeah, thanks guys. You’ve helped respark my love for the game.

by Cascadian Man on Sep 29, 2011 10:08 AM PDT reply actions  

Dear Jeff and Matthew,

I would be hard-pressed to find a Mariner fan who enjoyed this season for the quality of baseball, at least the latter half. Still, it speaks volumes about both of you that despite the Mariners plethora of suck that you maintained your stellar content, kept the site active, and stayed involved in the best community on the web. It’s easy to stop caring when the Mariners are as bad as they are—I think that was evident with the rapid decline in readership after the 17-game apocalypse—but you guys weathered everything from ugly comment threads and quarrels to unwatchable Mariners baseball. You two constantly reminded us that we’re here because we all love baseball, no matter how irrational our love for the Mariners can be.

You guys are the best, and they don’t pay you nearly enough for the outstanding work you both do, both in moderating the site and producing content. An enormous thanks for everything you do, for all the effort you put into this site, and the excellent community you’ve fostered. 2012 here we come!

Thanks again,
Perfectstrat

"Satisfaction is the enemy of success." SanFranPreps Twitter: @d_quazzo

by perfectstrat on Sep 29, 2011 10:12 AM PDT reply actions  

Baseball!

In addition to being fully engaged in the rollercoaster ride that was the ‘95 Mariners, I also happened to be in Atlanta when the Braves made the playoffs after being crappy for a long time (I guess it was the late 80s). Deion was shuttling between football & baseball in a helicopter and the vibe in that town was (to quote Buster Bluth) Off The Hook!
So my only consolation after another crappy season is that when the Mariners finally rise again, it’ll be that same goofy fun again. I think you have to be bad to really experience that high, and we are succeeding with the first part.

by phiat on Sep 29, 2011 10:31 AM PDT reply actions  

This year was my second full year in the LL community.

I want to thank each and every one of you for making me laugh, making me still pay attention to a lost season, and being the main reason I have become such a hardcore fan of this team. Thank you, Jeff and Matthew.

by kennerdoloman on Sep 29, 2011 10:32 AM PDT reply actions  

First Year

This is my first year ever caring about baseball, ive always been a mariners fan but not really follwed it. Im very excited for what the future holds with these awesome young players and you guys sure made it more intereseting getting to read these. Thanks for many years to come

by Tayler McNett on Sep 29, 2011 10:35 AM PDT reply actions  

You da man, Jeff.

I love reading your articles. Keep up the good work.

by Eric Wedge's Mustache on Sep 29, 2011 11:39 AM PDT reply actions  

Thanks Jeff. Great reads, both you and Matthew.

Keep chasing the volcanoes – they are fun to catch.

by PackBob on Sep 29, 2011 11:58 AM PDT reply actions  

Thanks to you all for another year of great reading.

I am hopeful that last night’s AMAZING night of baseball will help even Mariner’s fans renew their love for this sport and will keep them coming to Safeco. I also hope it turns out to be a rock solid argument for not expanding the playoffs.

by truemsfan on Sep 29, 2011 12:26 PM PDT reply actions  

Here's to baseball and the best mods and writers.

Thanks

"Why ask a failed romance to come see your successful one? You know, it's like inviting the Seattle Mariners to a World Series game. It's just weird for everyone."

by Slurvey on Sep 29, 2011 12:32 PM PDT reply actions  

Too bad the season is over

I’m going to miss the humor that i so regularly enjoyed during the sucktastic 2nd half of the season. Looking forward to next season already!

Ruudster

by Ruudster on Sep 29, 2011 12:54 PM PDT reply actions  

I love Lookout Landing so damn much

It really makes being a Mariners fan all the more sweeter. Thank you.

by Alto on Sep 29, 2011 2:27 PM PDT reply actions  

Coincidence intervened and had me end up being fan of the Tigers.

Yet I still hold a soft spot for the Mariners. Lookout Landing is fantastic and a great way to keep an eye on my baseball mistress.

I have a grand idea: let's win a game.

by 13194013 on Sep 29, 2011 2:37 PM PDT reply actions  

I don't know how you two were able to slog through all these shitty games

Because I sure couldn’t

Good thing we’re going to the playoffs next year!

by Poochie on Sep 29, 2011 3:29 PM PDT reply actions  

First full season of LL, after stumbling on the site in... Dunno, Jan? Feb?

I have to say that even being back in Australia and not being able to really watch more than a couple of games, this has been by far my most enjoyable season for coverage. If I actually had to choose between regular game watching and LL it’d be LL hands down.
Thanks Jeff and Matthew. You guys rock.

by Aussie Mariner on Sep 29, 2011 3:37 PM PDT reply actions  

With the level of work that both of you guys produce, I don't think we'll have either of you forever.

Somebody will snatch one or both of you up soon. I’m thankful that I get access to your work for free right now.

by moyerLIVES on Sep 29, 2011 4:56 PM PDT reply actions  

Thanks Jeff and Matthew

Slogging through three losing seasons in the past five since I found LL has been so, so much more fun and interesting with you guys around. Thank you!!

by ewakio on Sep 29, 2011 5:11 PM PDT reply actions  

This site is basically my only emotional connection to the Mariners at this point.

Thank you Jeff.

I would like to esspecially thank Matthew for some of the contributions to the site that often go unnoticed. It’s a dirty job but your work keeps this an intelligent and fun community.

by Robert on Sep 29, 2011 6:24 PM PDT reply actions   7 recs

Thanks for helping me reconnect and almost daily laugh out loud

I’ve been a baseball fan back to the Pilots and Ms fan as long as they’ve been around. But I drifted from following the sport day-to-day the past few years. Took a flyer at fantasy this year on a whim, which helped me get back into the game seriously. My brother told me about Lookout midseason and I became an every-night reader. The day wasn’t over until I read it and occasionally posted. I send the Olivo/Vargas on-the-mound conversation (“You mean I should throw a ball deliberately sometimes?”) out to all my fantasy leagues. You also led me to Grant Bisbee, McCovey Chronicles and SB Nation, which also became must-reads. And get this: my brother finally got up the courage to write his first post and you greened it! Thanks for helping me become an active baseball and Mariner fan again, and all the great writing. I’ll be around all year round now.

peace,

Randy in Portland

"There are only two geniouses in this world: Willie Mays and William Shakespeare." -- Tallulah Bankhead (presumably not related to Scott)

by extavernmouse on Sep 30, 2011 12:19 AM PDT reply actions  

BIG TIME THANKS

I’m a big Seattle Mariners fan that lives in.. Anaheim. yup. That Anaheim of Los Angeles of California of the United States. Not sure how that happened. Needless to say I get ripped pretty constantly down here. But I sincerely think you are one hell of a writer Jeff. And believe it or not, that makes my life easier. For every horrible game that I strained my eyes watching on MLB.tv on my iPhone, your recaps and general posts kept reminding me that there are others that endure my pain, and can laugh about it. Hope you have a great offseason doing whatever bloggers do in the offseason, because we’ve got our work cut out for us in 2012 buddy. Go Ms.

by Kenito on Oct 1, 2011 12:47 PM PDT reply actions  

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